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    Hey there, I'm Taylor! Welcome to my Blog! A little bit about me: I'm a Storyteller ⋫ Explorer ⋫ Yogi ⋫ Artist Health Advocate ⥁ Social Activist ⋫ Go by ☞ Tay, Taytor, Tay Tay, & Bob ⬳ ☻

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    • Rainy days in LA 🥰🥰🥰 #candidmoments

      November 20, 2019

    • Overwhelming joy & happiness with my health yet so much to think about

      November 20, 2019

    • Going to miss beach days like this 💚🌊🌞

      November 19, 2019

    • Zuma Beach in Malibu 😆🤙🌞🌊💚

      November 19, 2019

    • Loving this bootay of mine. It’s taken me a hell of a bit of time to form this loving relationship with my body.

      November 18, 2019

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    • Happy birthday to my groovy sexy mama 😍 @carolyn_munholland. Such a fox 🦊 Love you mama of mine!! Thank you for being the most inspiring & incredible person I know. YOU ARE STRONG, BEAUTIFUL, KIND, LOVING, FUNNY, INTELLIGENT, & FUCKING AMAZING!!! You will always be a bright light in my life. I love you more than I can put into words. I can’t wait to see you in a few weeks!! Get ready for a lot xoxoxo !!! #happybirthdaymama #loveyou #foxylady
    • #Mood ⁣ Trading punches with the heart of darkness⁣ Going to blows with your fear incarnate⁣ Never gone until it's stripped away⁣ A part of you has gotta die today⁣ ⁣ In the morning you gon' need an answer⁣ Ain't nobody gonna change the standard⁣ It's not enough to just feel the flame⁣ You've gotta burn your old self away⁣ ⁣ Hold on tight a little longer⁣ What don't kill ya, makes ya stronger⁣ Get back up, 'cause it's a hard love⁣ You can't change without a fallout⁣ It's gon' hurt, but don't you slow down⁣ Get back up, 'cause it's a hard love⁣ ⁣ You know the situation can't be right⁣ And all you ever do is fight⁣ But there's a reason that the road is long⁣ It takes some time to make your courage strong⁣ ⁣ Hold on tight a little longer⁣ What don't kill ya, makes ya stronger⁣ Get back up, 'cause it's a hard love⁣ You can't change without a fallout⁣ It's gon' hurt, but don't you slow down⁣ Get back up, 'cause it's a hard love⁣ ⁣ When the wolves come and hunt me down⁣ I will face them all and stand my ground⁣ 'Cause there's a fire burnin' in me⁣ They will see my strength in this love I found⁣ Oh⁣ ⁣ Hold on tight a little longer⁣ What don't kill ya, makes ya stronger⁣ Get back up, 'cause it's a hard love⁣ You can't change without a fallout⁣ It's gon' hurt, but don't you slow down⁣ Get back up, 'cause it's a hard love⁣ ⁣ It's a hard love, it's a hard love, it's a hard love, it's a hard love⁣ Oh, it's a hard love, it's a hard love, it's a hard love, it's a hard love⁣ Oh, it's a hard love, it's a hard love, it's a hard love, it's a hard love⁣ ⁣ Hold on tight a little longer⁣ What don't kill ya, makes ya stronger⁣ Get back up, 'cause it's a hard love⁣ You can't change without a fallout⁣ It's gon' hurt, but don't you slow down⁣ Get back up, 'cause it's a hard love⁣ 'Cause it's a hard love⁣ — lyrics “Hard Love” by @needtobreathe ⁣ ⁣ 📸 @erindecoursey
    • A question I get asked quite a bit “how or why are you single?” I think when people come across my page, pictures, or meeting me in person it comes as a shock that I’m not in a relationship. There is a lot to me being single. I didn’t date in high school or college. I was very much into pursuing my dreams as an artist, dancer & actress that I didn’t have much time for anything else. I also apparently gave guys the “don’t talk to me” look. Then when I moved to New York after college that’s when I got extremely sick. Since the age of 22 years old & 6 months until this last year I have been fighting for my health & my life. 10 surgeries to the day, multiple treatments & therapies to get me to where I am now. Dating was one of the last things on my mind when I was in extreme pain, lying on my bathroom floor, & sick out of your mind. I would get depressed & lonely, thinking “who would ever want to be with a sick a person?”. When I did start feeling a little better at the age of twenty-six I began dating this one guy, he was nice but had his problems like everyone else. I thought I was ready to date at that time with my health since I was feeling better but I didn’t feel much for him. Didn’t feel much if anything at all. Thought he was cute but when we kissed & touched I felt absolutely nothing. At that time I began questioning by sexuality along with questioning if I was just not a sexual person. I didn’t put into account that I had been placed in a chemically induced state of menopause with Lupron injections for the last 4 years to treat my endometriosis & multiple complications from ovarian cysts. So with my hormones shut off I had no sex drive at all. Wasn’t until a year later when my periods came back that my questionings of sexuality & if I was not a sexual person were thrown out the window. In the last two years I’ve been discovering who I am. I’ve tried online dating & meeting people but I’ve never felt a connection to someone where I wanted to place my time & energy into. I’m open to meeting someone, being with someone. I love the idea of having that best friend & lover. At the same time I’m not actively looking for my other half. I’m already whole. ⥁ ❦
    • Obsessed with this sky 🙌 #huntingtonbeach
    • Chillin at Huntington Beach #vibes #candidshot @bangsshoes @guess
    • Rainy days in LA 🥰🥰🥰 #candidmoments
    • So much of my life right now is an abundance of overwhelming joy & happiness with my health 😄💚 Yet at the same time there is so much to think about. I’ve been talking to my friends & family along with being deep in my own thoughts about what I want to do now that my health is so much better. Obviously I want to travel but need to make money to do so. While being as sick as I was, I was unable to work. I couldn’t maintain a part time job let alone a full time job. Spent so much time stuck in bed or in a doctors offices or on the bathroom floor. It’s weird & hard to think about the past. It’s hard to face that my disease was killing me. My mom when she was living with me & being my caregiver would wake me up while I was sleeping just to make sure I was still alive. I can’t imagine what my parents were going through. Seven years it took me to reach this point in my health. Four of those years was learning to live with my diseases & able to do daily functions without being dependent on others. Moving to CA helped with that. I was no longer 100% dependent on my family & medical team. I found a confidence & independence I might not have had if I had never moved. I’m beyond grateful for the support I have received from my family, friends, & medical team. I would most likely have been become disabled by my diseases & in extreme debt if it hadn’t been for the help I’ve received. And I’m so glad my mom pushed me to keep up my social media presence where I’ve become a creator & influencer - a world I never would have thought I would be into with my past social media anxiety. In itself its given me confidence while sick & a community I love. The question now is employment other than content creating & influencing. Even though they help financially it’s not enough for me to be able afford everything I want to do & experience - let’s face it traveling isn’t cheap, getting licensed in scuba diving/skydiving/ & everything else I want to do are no small fees. And my medical insurance $$$. I’ll figure it out though. I’m confident of that. Now that my health is FUCKING GREAT I feel UNSTOPPABLE #fightforyourdreams #interstitialcystitis #chronicpainwarrior
    • Going to miss beach days like this 💚🌊🌞 But to keep the summer vibes going year round I took plenty of pictures to share 😆📸 60-70s° in SoCal means it’s time to bring out the sweatpants & hot coco ⬳ my family in OK & CO are shaking their heads 😂 Living here has messed up my body’s understanding of what cold actually is ... I’ll remember when I visit OK in December 🥶 #winterinsocal #soakupthesun #sweatpantscomingsoon
    • Zuma Beach in Malibu 😆🤙🌞🌊💚 What an amazing day! PS #flamingoemojineeded
    • Loving this bootay of mine 🍑♥️ It’s taken me a hell of a bit of time to form this loving relationship with my ass & body. Coming from a dancers background & being stick thin going through puberty was tough. Hated my butt, hips, & boobs. I felt off centered when dancing. Felt very self conscious in a leotard. I remember vividly having a meltdown as a teen when I went from a size 0 to a size 1 ((I KNOW 🤦🏻‍♀️)) Following that episode is when I started to slowly began to obsess about my weight. By the age of 16 years old that’s when I was completely obsessed. I worked out at the gym every day, usually for two hours, & I pushed myself as hard as I could go. Wouldn’t get off the elliptical until I had burned 1K+ calories, 500+ crunches, along with lifting weights & other exercises. I was also training in dance at least 20hrs a week, usually more when preparing for competitions & performances. I wasn’t eating enough. I watched my calories like a hawk. It was a bad relationship with my body & my body suffered for it. First it was severe cases of tendinitis in my knees & then severe nerve damage in my left foot. It was a very hard time in my life but that’s what brought me to yoga. My yoga journey began with the non-physical elements of yoga. Breathe work & learning to love myself. I still struggled when it came to the scale but not as bad. When I got sick with my interstitial cystitis I lost 40 pounds. I got so small where the only clothes that would fit me were the ones I wore in middle school. Thankfully I’ve gained back 20 of those lost pounds & feeling so incredible!! There is something so damn empowering about feeling confident in your body. No matter the shape or size. Own what you’ve got. We are all beautiful & deserve to love ourselves. It’s taken me 17 years to reach this point. First time since puberty that I love my body. Fucking love it ♥️ #lovingmybody #damntime #fuckyes
    • Propagated & ready to flourish with my other babes on my balcony 🌱🌞I never had much of green thumb until I was introduced to succulents - they are less needy then other plants lol These beauties make my heart soar #succulents #love #littlejoys
    • #Mood⁣ Sweet talks on a Sunday afternoon⁣ Never hold you down, all the wilds and the truth⁣ And I know that you'll remember me, oh, back in time⁣ But you stay on my, oh, you stay on my mind⁣ ⁣ Wild weeks no sleep, now you're colourblind⁣ But you're always there to share a smile⁣ And I know sometimes get rough⁣ You feel like you've been left behind⁣ ⁣ But you stay on my, oh, you stay on my mind⁣ But you stay on my, oh, you stay on my mind⁣ But you stay on my, oh, you stay on my mind⁣ But you stay on my, oh, you stay on my mind⁣ But you stay on my, oh, you stay in mind⁣ ⁣ Hot nights, rave lights, we sit outside⁣ But we see more than just the stars⁣ We're all caught up in our worries⁣ We forget just where we are⁣ We forget just where we are⁣ ⁣ Big steins, red wines, broken guitars⁣ 'Cause we're free and we're young at heart⁣ And I know you'll all remember me, oh, back in time⁣ But you stay on my, oh, you stay on my mind⁣ ⁣ But you stay on my, oh, you stay on my mind⁣ But you stay on my, oh, you stay in my mind⁣ But you stay on my, oh, you stay in my mind⁣ But you, no you stay in mind⁣ ⁣ Sweet talks on a Sunday afternoon⁣ Never hold you down, all the wilds and the truth⁣ And I know that you'll remember me, oh, back in time⁣ But you, well you, stay on my, oh, you stay on my mind⁣ — “Colourblind” lyrics @tonesandi ⬸ obsessed with her album “The Kids Are Coming” ⁣ ⁣ 📸 @nolan.weisser

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    • Happy birthday to my groovy sexy mama 😍 @carolyn_munholland. Such a fox 🦊 Love you mama of mine!! Thank you for being the most inspiring & incredible person I know. YOU ARE STRONG, BEAUTIFUL, KIND, LOVING, FUNNY, INTELLIGENT, & FUCKING AMAZING!!! You will always be a bright light in my life. I love you more than I can put into words. I can’t wait to see you in a few weeks!! Get ready for a lot xoxoxo !!! #happybirthdaymama #loveyou #foxylady
    • #Mood ⁣ Trading punches with the heart of darkness⁣ Going to blows with your fear incarnate⁣ Never gone until it's stripped away⁣ A part of you has gotta die today⁣ ⁣ In the morning you gon' need an answer⁣ Ain't nobody gonna change the standard⁣ It's not enough to just feel the flame⁣ You've gotta burn your old self away⁣ ⁣ Hold on tight a little longer⁣ What don't kill ya, makes ya stronger⁣ Get back up, 'cause it's a hard love⁣ You can't change without a fallout⁣ It's gon' hurt, but don't you slow down⁣ Get back up, 'cause it's a hard love⁣ ⁣ You know the situation can't be right⁣ And all you ever do is fight⁣ But there's a reason that the road is long⁣ It takes some time to make your courage strong⁣ ⁣ Hold on tight a little longer⁣ What don't kill ya, makes ya stronger⁣ Get back up, 'cause it's a hard love⁣ You can't change without a fallout⁣ It's gon' hurt, but don't you slow down⁣ Get back up, 'cause it's a hard love⁣ ⁣ When the wolves come and hunt me down⁣ I will face them all and stand my ground⁣ 'Cause there's a fire burnin' in me⁣ They will see my strength in this love I found⁣ Oh⁣ ⁣ Hold on tight a little longer⁣ What don't kill ya, makes ya stronger⁣ Get back up, 'cause it's a hard love⁣ You can't change without a fallout⁣ It's gon' hurt, but don't you slow down⁣ Get back up, 'cause it's a hard love⁣ ⁣ It's a hard love, it's a hard love, it's a hard love, it's a hard love⁣ Oh, it's a hard love, it's a hard love, it's a hard love, it's a hard love⁣ Oh, it's a hard love, it's a hard love, it's a hard love, it's a hard love⁣ ⁣ Hold on tight a little longer⁣ What don't kill ya, makes ya stronger⁣ Get back up, 'cause it's a hard love⁣ You can't change without a fallout⁣ It's gon' hurt, but don't you slow down⁣ Get back up, 'cause it's a hard love⁣ 'Cause it's a hard love⁣ — lyrics “Hard Love” by @needtobreathe ⁣ ⁣ 📸 @erindecoursey
    • A question I get asked quite a bit “how or why are you single?” I think when people come across my page, pictures, or meeting me in person it comes as a shock that I’m not in a relationship. There is a lot to me being single. I didn’t date in high school or college. I was very much into pursuing my dreams as an artist, dancer & actress that I didn’t have much time for anything else. I also apparently gave guys the “don’t talk to me” look. Then when I moved to New York after college that’s when I got extremely sick. Since the age of 22 years old & 6 months until this last year I have been fighting for my health & my life. 10 surgeries to the day, multiple treatments & therapies to get me to where I am now. Dating was one of the last things on my mind when I was in extreme pain, lying on my bathroom floor, & sick out of your mind. I would get depressed & lonely, thinking “who would ever want to be with a sick a person?”. When I did start feeling a little better at the age of twenty-six I began dating this one guy, he was nice but had his problems like everyone else. I thought I was ready to date at that time with my health since I was feeling better but I didn’t feel much for him. Didn’t feel much if anything at all. Thought he was cute but when we kissed & touched I felt absolutely nothing. At that time I began questioning by sexuality along with questioning if I was just not a sexual person. I didn’t put into account that I had been placed in a chemically induced state of menopause with Lupron injections for the last 4 years to treat my endometriosis & multiple complications from ovarian cysts. So with my hormones shut off I had no sex drive at all. Wasn’t until a year later when my periods came back that my questionings of sexuality & if I was not a sexual person were thrown out the window. In the last two years I’ve been discovering who I am. I’ve tried online dating & meeting people but I’ve never felt a connection to someone where I wanted to place my time & energy into. I’m open to meeting someone, being with someone. I love the idea of having that best friend & lover. At the same time I’m not actively looking for my other half. I’m already whole. ⥁ ❦
    • Obsessed with this sky 🙌 #huntingtonbeach
    • Chillin at Huntington Beach #vibes #candidshot @bangsshoes @guess
    • Rainy days in LA 🥰🥰🥰 #candidmoments
    • So much of my life right now is an abundance of overwhelming joy & happiness with my health 😄💚 Yet at the same time there is so much to think about. I’ve been talking to my friends & family along with being deep in my own thoughts about what I want to do now that my health is so much better. Obviously I want to travel but need to make money to do so. While being as sick as I was, I was unable to work. I couldn’t maintain a part time job let alone a full time job. Spent so much time stuck in bed or in a doctors offices or on the bathroom floor. It’s weird & hard to think about the past. It’s hard to face that my disease was killing me. My mom when she was living with me & being my caregiver would wake me up while I was sleeping just to make sure I was still alive. I can’t imagine what my parents were going through. Seven years it took me to reach this point in my health. Four of those years was learning to live with my diseases & able to do daily functions without being dependent on others. Moving to CA helped with that. I was no longer 100% dependent on my family & medical team. I found a confidence & independence I might not have had if I had never moved. I’m beyond grateful for the support I have received from my family, friends, & medical team. I would most likely have been become disabled by my diseases & in extreme debt if it hadn’t been for the help I’ve received. And I’m so glad my mom pushed me to keep up my social media presence where I’ve become a creator & influencer - a world I never would have thought I would be into with my past social media anxiety. In itself its given me confidence while sick & a community I love. The question now is employment other than content creating & influencing. Even though they help financially it’s not enough for me to be able afford everything I want to do & experience - let’s face it traveling isn’t cheap, getting licensed in scuba diving/skydiving/ & everything else I want to do are no small fees. And my medical insurance $$$. I’ll figure it out though. I’m confident of that. Now that my health is FUCKING GREAT I feel UNSTOPPABLE #fightforyourdreams #interstitialcystitis #chronicpainwarrior
    • Going to miss beach days like this 💚🌊🌞 But to keep the summer vibes going year round I took plenty of pictures to share 😆📸 60-70s° in SoCal means it’s time to bring out the sweatpants & hot coco ⬳ my family in OK & CO are shaking their heads 😂 Living here has messed up my body’s understanding of what cold actually is ... I’ll remember when I visit OK in December 🥶 #winterinsocal #soakupthesun #sweatpantscomingsoon

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