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The last few days I cried a lot of tears
I silently screamed
I felt my heart break into a trillion pieces
I felt my body crumble to the ground
Last night I had my “FUCK NO” moment
I AM WORTHY OF MORE
I AM NOT TAKING ANY SHIT
Not from the diseases that my body fights on a daily basis.
Not from people who are underserving of my time, energy, love & support.
NOT FROM NOTHING OR NO ONE
I have the belief that there are things in our life that we have absolute no control of
but there is so much WE ARE IN CONTROL OF.
There is the choice to run away,
To stand still,
To chase your own fucking tail in a never ending circle…
Or there is the choice to stand up,
Make the change,
Move fucking forward
Our lives are so fucking short when looking at the grand scheme of life.
Why waste a single second?
I have found myself running in circles,
Not knowing which direction to go…
But I realize as long as I’m moving forward,
Then I’m already above the rest
I understand life is struggle,
I have had my fair share
Their have been times in my life where I just wanted it to end…
But in the end I’ve always stood for myself,
I have fought,
I know how precious time is…
My older sister had 17 years,
There are many who receive less…
Why stand still?
Why not go for it?
Why not now?
Who not move forward?
Why not take what you deserve?